the past hectic days

the few days before, i could say, the life is quite busy... with all the notes to be completed, the English oral test, MRCS registrations, the module test....all.........huh.... i am soooo exhausted.

last Saturday however, i made some time off to see my old friend. we are friends like since.... 10 years now... talking to her, laughing, asking her things...i felt like she is having kind of hard life now.. from her story, she has no close friends in the place she is studying. but she seems so relaxed and maybe she's used to this kind of situation.

for a girl, teenagers whatsoever, they loves to have someone or FRIEND/s to accompany them anywhere they go. it is quite normal to see couple of girls walking together, having nice chats, eating together, all that stuff...because, girls loooovvveee companions. for a girl, no matter how much she wants to be independent, she will still look up to somebody she can put the trust on when she is having problems.

i have couple of friends that is quiet in behavior. they are not that shy2 girl...or mute girls that can't speak to the public, just that they think their voice is low in volume and they are practically not used to speak a lot, among their family, whatsoever....for me, MAYBE they just don't know well about how to communicate nicely with other people. me myself, don't really know that skills...interpersonal skill, because, i always end up hurting someone feelings at the end of the day.but i do believe that their point of view and ideas are always the best when they point that out...because, they are the types of people that OBSERVE people, not do all the talking, playing stuff...in other words they are judging you and examining you... haha..... i love them! because, when i have problems and i told them about it, their solutions is simply the best! well...they have known the situations, right....

hence, for people like me, we will always be the kind of girls that seems to belong to a group of girls, but is actually, belong nowhere in the society. we mainly live for Allah and ourselves. sometimes, i believe that these girls may feel like an empty girl, no friends to chat with, to share stories, to argue with, to eat together...all that. but actually, sometimes there is a relieve and thankful feeling deep in our hearts that we thank Allah, for always be there for us... even though everyone seems to ignore us.

this entry is not to condemn any girls group, anyone in particular, but i made this entry to entertain my friends that always do stuff alone and also want to remind myself that although i am alone, i should be thankful that i have Allah beside me, watching over me and guiding me...Alhamdulillah.....InsyaAllah........ ^^

p/s: i'm working on a short story...finally! but only can do it bit by bit on my ipod...but yeah! i really want to finish the story and i want to be a writer! when i finish, i will post it up! but...hm...a matter of time... hehe..^^