old things, new to me

it has been awhile since i last wrote any post.

ya Allah, 

i could say no more

it have been 4 days since i started the final semester exams

and i feel rather sick right now

unexplained dizziness

tiredness

headache

nausea

and sometimes feel like vomiting...

but only saliva comes out....

luckily

imagine

i have to do studying but sometime this lightheaded comes in the way

and that'it!

i feel like losing my concentration and i could not push myself anymore

but sleeping sometime solve the problems, sometimes worsen it!

i asked my brother about it and Google it up sometime when the

'I-Could-Not-Stand-This-Anymore' feeling

comes up

these are new to me

and i think this might be due to migraine or something related

i guess so....

hence

i am feeling rather sorry to the friends of mine 

that may feel irritated when i declined their invitations to Seoul Garden Restaurant

for post-exam celebration

i am sorry...

but i really don't feel like going out 

and meeting people

most of the days
this few weeks

i really feel like wanna shut my mouth up 

and lock my self up in the room.

not that i hate meeting people

but sometime

meeting them, talking with them

invite over the lightheaded things again

and i really wanna avoid it...

hm.

since the exam is over today,

and we have one-week holiday

i wanna escape

i wanna board train and enjoy the night.

let it be the little things that can help me forget 

about problems i have

yeah, living here teach me the word

ESCAPISM.