boys are idiot! throw rock at them!

i cried when i typed this entry

this week has been too stressful for me maybe

but this one situation

i really

will not forget it all my life

I REALLY HATE ENGINEER STUDENTS!!!!!!!

can you stop the catcalls you did to us girls

i feel humiliated today!!!!!

realllly!!!!!!!!!!

i were alone,okay

from zohor prayer

i went to my level 6 lecture hall and there i saw a big crowd of bays

sitting at the hallway

how do i supposed to walk that way

i am ALONE!!!

so i went up a level

everything is clear

i praised Allah for that

but not for long..........

then there come a big hang over with upper level expose

like a doom there

there are the engineering students hanging around there at the pagar2 tu

to avoid attention

ak just msuk dlm bejalan dlm this one girls gp tu la..

then i thought i can go on orait by that!

but...........

this really humiliated me for a lifetime

there come a voice

eh...dentist....pew.....dentist.......dentist.....

everybody just look at me like a freak!

i have enough...

i speed up!

the calls continue

i reallllllllllyyyyyyyyyy hate that boy

really!

whoever you are

i don't know and i don't care!

but don't you care to come in front of me!!!!!

you really broke my heart!

this is the first time this thing, which i fear the most,

which is the reason i keep distant from boys

which is also the reason i avoid talking to boys

which is also the reason i wear big2 hijab

which is the reason i covert my aurat

which is also the reason i lower my gaze

which is also the reason for my crying now........

i have commited a sinful sin now

i have attracted man to focus on me

i have not succedded to be a good muslimah

i have done evil2222 thing to my Allah

i feel really shameful now!!!!

Ya Allah

ak x fhm kenapa dorg still nk tgk pompuan

specifically ak!

I AM NOT A PRINCESSLY GOOD LOOKING

why!!!!!!!

ak x layan dorg pun

sumpah!!

ak x ckp ngan dorg

x tgk pun muka dorg

x penah2 ak tenung mata dorg lagi!!

u the catcall boy!

ak thu time tu ak sorang je firstie dentist wat jln kat area tu

memg silap ae ak pilh naek tgkat tujuh tadi...

ak memg benci ko

sapa2 pun la!

wat catcall tdi

u hurt my pride

u hurt my feeling

u make me crying

u make me feel shameful

when i just finish a prayer

i make

now i feel very shameful to Allah!!!!!!!

this is the first time i ever feel this humiliated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ei catcall boy!!!!!!!

i really dun want to see ur face!

i really hate you for making catcall

that make very head turn to my direction!

now i suggest u pray for ur safety

everythiing has a payment

whether by cheque, cash or by coins!

better watch out!

boys are stupid!!

throw rocks at them!!!