i have been to lots of battle before, lots and lots of them. sometime i loss, sometime i won...somehow, they really could not match this my one little battle.
i was on the edge, i tripped, i died and if i flew, i lived. this one little battle teach me somehow beyond that. when i was at the edge, i was hoping and hoping that somehow will actually come and help me. i was hoping for my family, my best friend and all of the people i knew. but yet, i know deep inside my heart, i was hoping that He(ALLAH) listen to me and help me out, because, at that point, when i was at the edge, i come to a thinking....
i have my family and Ika with me now, but what about the future?? will they always be with me???
then one day, it happened that my best friend forget to bring along her handphone to her college and her collage is 3 hours journey by car. i called and called her repeatedly each day when i felt in vain, i felt helpless. i kept called her each day, hoping that she would actually answer my phone. just yet, another thing stuck me.
i was hoping for a human to help me, i was begging to a human. but why can't i beg for her superior, her Creator. My Creator. OUR CREATOR.
then, i slowly reached out my broken heart to my Al-Quran...i read the tafsir and read again and again. however, there is one line that i always come stumbling into, like we have to say InsyaAllah and must always tasbih ( say SUBHANALLAH) in the morning and the afternoon...
i was perplexed. however somehow in that particular desperate zone, i do what my God, our ALLAH told me to, and somehow i find peace deep inside my heart. i find peace. i feel peace. and each time, i feel troubled, i turn to Him and cry to Him, i read His Words (al-Quran) and i find peace. really.
right now i am waiting for the outcome of my battle. no matter what it is, insyaAllah, it will be the best for me, since i know, He is My Creator, He Know What i do not know. and what he has arrange for me, should be the best for me.
insyaALLAH....2nd year, faculty of dentistry, uitm, 2011. amin....
insyaAllah, insyaAllah, insyaAllah.
Monday, June 27, 2011
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Monday, June 27, 2011
after a very long battle
i have been to lots of battle before, lots and lots of them. sometime i loss, sometime i won...somehow, they really could not match this my one little battle.
i was on the edge, i tripped, i died and if i flew, i lived. this one little battle teach me somehow beyond that. when i was at the edge, i was hoping and hoping that somehow will actually come and help me. i was hoping for my family, my best friend and all of the people i knew. but yet, i know deep inside my heart, i was hoping that He(ALLAH) listen to me and help me out, because, at that point, when i was at the edge, i come to a thinking....
i have my family and Ika with me now, but what about the future?? will they always be with me???
then one day, it happened that my best friend forget to bring along her handphone to her college and her collage is 3 hours journey by car. i called and called her repeatedly each day when i felt in vain, i felt helpless. i kept called her each day, hoping that she would actually answer my phone. just yet, another thing stuck me.
i was hoping for a human to help me, i was begging to a human. but why can't i beg for her superior, her Creator. My Creator. OUR CREATOR.
then, i slowly reached out my broken heart to my Al-Quran...i read the tafsir and read again and again. however, there is one line that i always come stumbling into, like we have to say InsyaAllah and must always tasbih ( say SUBHANALLAH) in the morning and the afternoon...
i was perplexed. however somehow in that particular desperate zone, i do what my God, our ALLAH told me to, and somehow i find peace deep inside my heart. i find peace. i feel peace. and each time, i feel troubled, i turn to Him and cry to Him, i read His Words (al-Quran) and i find peace. really.
right now i am waiting for the outcome of my battle. no matter what it is, insyaAllah, it will be the best for me, since i know, He is My Creator, He Know What i do not know. and what he has arrange for me, should be the best for me.
insyaALLAH....2nd year, faculty of dentistry, uitm, 2011. amin....
insyaAllah, insyaAllah, insyaAllah.
i was on the edge, i tripped, i died and if i flew, i lived. this one little battle teach me somehow beyond that. when i was at the edge, i was hoping and hoping that somehow will actually come and help me. i was hoping for my family, my best friend and all of the people i knew. but yet, i know deep inside my heart, i was hoping that He(ALLAH) listen to me and help me out, because, at that point, when i was at the edge, i come to a thinking....
i have my family and Ika with me now, but what about the future?? will they always be with me???
then one day, it happened that my best friend forget to bring along her handphone to her college and her collage is 3 hours journey by car. i called and called her repeatedly each day when i felt in vain, i felt helpless. i kept called her each day, hoping that she would actually answer my phone. just yet, another thing stuck me.
i was hoping for a human to help me, i was begging to a human. but why can't i beg for her superior, her Creator. My Creator. OUR CREATOR.
then, i slowly reached out my broken heart to my Al-Quran...i read the tafsir and read again and again. however, there is one line that i always come stumbling into, like we have to say InsyaAllah and must always tasbih ( say SUBHANALLAH) in the morning and the afternoon...
i was perplexed. however somehow in that particular desperate zone, i do what my God, our ALLAH told me to, and somehow i find peace deep inside my heart. i find peace. i feel peace. and each time, i feel troubled, i turn to Him and cry to Him, i read His Words (al-Quran) and i find peace. really.
right now i am waiting for the outcome of my battle. no matter what it is, insyaAllah, it will be the best for me, since i know, He is My Creator, He Know What i do not know. and what he has arrange for me, should be the best for me.
insyaALLAH....2nd year, faculty of dentistry, uitm, 2011. amin....
insyaAllah, insyaAllah, insyaAllah.
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