exam progress test(pt)...

oh....i am crap tis time....got an exam to look forward for the end of the week...everyone is like crazy sort of person....struggling and struggling...well i understand their feeling...don't want to be the ones left behind rite...especially when the person that is in my course is the cream of the cream...like my pharmacology lecturer adressed us during her lecture clas....well i still have lot to read, to memorize, to understand....i have cover half of it i guessed....oh...still have lot to go with...ya Allah....dalam bulan pose ni...berikanlah aku kekuatan dan ketabahan yang berkekalan....ya Allah hanya padaMu aku berharap...

exam ni walau nmpk x penting mane pun tpi ni la satu2 nya exm yang kami ada utk uji thp penguasaan kami kat bidg kami ambk ni...ari tu 1st test pun x lulus so it made me start thinking...can i survive this tough course....i realllllly do not know...the reason i take this course is that i want to have lot of money so that i can go travelling around the globe, spreading smiles and help those that're in need....i can't be exactly like the actors in Adam Patches movie..but @ les i want to be partially like him,the md student,for i'm not a md student but a bds student....

huh.....love and love

happen to watch a drama series just now..the best friend of hers marry her fiancee'....oh...if that similar thing happen to me, i really do not know how in the world can i face it...the drama is epilog syurga cinta...the drama is sort of the cute one, with the childish love and all that.but the story is interesting...well, at least it can make my eyes stick to the story for almost the free time i have...
the girl was very strong...she seek her true love and really loved her fiancee' but he is sort of impatience with all the commitment the girl holds...pity girl...it's really lucky that a rich man fall in love with her unexpectedly...
i really start to think about this...if this similar situation hit me,how would i react...

oh...and 2morow i have a comp test...it's 00.25 am and i am wide awake to read all the slide thoroughly tonite...just pray for me that i will do better this time...

please pRay 4 my sUCceSS....
i really am desperate rite now..y??? jus give me time...i'll tell about ot later rite..

nak pose dah....

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Mengasihi dan Maha Menyayangi.....

hehe....dah nak puasa dah kita umat Islam nih...

seronoknyer....8.8.10 nih....bulan Ramadhan pun dah nak start...huhu...

wat kan i say is that we should welcome this coming fasting month since it is our once in the whole year that we spend our day time to appreciate the very many gifts Allah SWT give to us...

this month i would like to do as much tahajjud as possible since i'm afraid that i will not meet the following Ramadhan the year afterwards.InsyaAllah.

i also would like to perform solat sunat dhuha and solat sunat terawih as many as that.i want to read Al-Quran every morning and zikr as many as i can...

i want to perform khusyuk solat every time i solat. i really want to see changes in myself.

i want to be a better person, better than now!!!!!

Ya Allah, please greet my doa and i really want to be better.

Ya Allah Ya Karim

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim

hopefully my aims for this coming fasting month will come true...

amin...InsyaAllah.