stress and my way

too many to chase, too many to have, too many to become.........huh..........

sometimes i do asked myself.... am i really become what i want to be like??? am i satisfied with everything i did up to now?? am i REALLY happy with myself...........??

the truth is....           I'M TIRED.

repeatedly do the same things everyday...take the same route, eat the same nasi and lauk, drink the same coffee..??(man...i can't leave my coffee alone)

and yes.... this post is about how i was and am stress with my situations and how i handle it.

i was so stress one day and i was battling with myself about my future.
that day, when i called my mother to ask her if she really has blessed me when i decided to take dentistry, she, at first questioned me why i didn't take teaching course like she did and become a teacher like her. and then, when i was nearly at tears, she said that she bless me with whatever i do... the way she said it as if, she had made up her mind to let me be independent and opened up a way for me to breath on my own, and to slowly let go of her tight grisp on me.. thank you, MOK. and now, i did feeling like a little breather.

see...??
for me, when i was stress at the time, i really feel like talking and wanting to clearly solve it. ASAP!
and yes! talking with the very people we have the "unsettle things" with, would really helpful..
ah..yes...i talked with my brother as well. he is not new to my course field, and i thought, maybe he can give me couple of advices....HOWEVER! this is MY advice....
1. avoid talking with oldest BRO that you know, deep in his heart, take little care of you.
2. his only piece of advice he can give you is, quit it, and get married! DAMN!!(as if he is a married man himself)

but all problems begin with our inconsistence and imbalance in life, right..??.everything must live in harmony and homeostasis.hence, it is best, to detect the problems early and solve it quickly....somehow, the problems is within us, and the solutions may also be within us as well.

p/s: good luck to my sister for her coming career as the junior engineer. wish you the best for the work!