e.G.o

for those outside there, sometime, we need to keep our ego high for ourselves to get respected or to keep our pride high..... but what would you do if someone you think closer to you like sister, hush you away, to keep her/his ego up?

my pride is hurt, your pride will be hurt as well right?
dush! what should i do??
right now, i wish i was away from you for sometime, to keep me relaxed and to save our both feeling and emotions under control. i feel that you are doing the same, and luckily, Allah is here with me, insyaAllah...
and each time, i feel like wanting to spill words at you, i feel like i have to be calm and quickly i turn away from you..

i have my ego, you have it, WE have it...
and i know it is hard at this time... but please, girl, if you think that i befriend with you to get rid of you... no... i befriend with you because i want to be your friend and your buddy. For Allah, i want our ukhwah, to be saved. i love this friendship... and i wish to keep it...
and mind, my ego is when... someone close their heart on me, i will close my heart to them as well. forever. even if i want to keep it opens, it has only been once before and it is long time ago...