a new view dentistry course have

i'm currently the 2nd year student of UiTM, 

Faculty of Dentistry

insyaAllah

and starting last 3 weeks,

right before we, Malaysians

celebrate Eidul Adha, 

we started entering lab

to start the Operative Dent. or Prosthodontics works

insyaAllah

i'm doing the Prostho things, since i'm in group C

and yeah..i'm doing the dentures for the phantom's heads..

how's that??

freaking eh??

hahahhah...

at first..

i really thought like..

HA??? have i fully, mentally, physically prepared to face these dental works??

ya Allah

have i equipped myself enough to endure those things??

ya Allah...

all these while,

i have been exposed to medical stuff only

and some wax teeth carving works last year

but despite all, 

lab really meant blood, bacteria, tumors

necrosis, thrombosis and all we can see during lab works

but in DENTAL lab....

it means different

you can see these....

at first

i was wondering..

how on earth could I manage all these things....

all the appliances, materials, vaseline, flame, wax...everything!

then pop!

the very first day

we had our Prostho demo

and we are instructed to start the work the very same day

let's not waste the time!

oh yeah...

and with little knowledge we had during the demo sessions and lectures

we began the works

to produce the first impression 

in order to  

produce the phantom's head's (should be my patients-to-be, insyaAllah )

dentures.

you know

looking at those appliances for the first time

i re-remembered my fear i used to have during the childhood

whenever there were the dental visit by the hospital 

to my school

and when the class monitors

were at the front

with the green dental cards in their gasps

and when all eyes fixed on the cards

and he was mumbling about the visit

slowly, i would wish

that MY card was not there

and i didn't need to see the dentist

man....

it's freaking scary when i had to march to the sick bay 

when i received  card

to have my teeth rechecked

but i think i still remembered the first time,when

i encountered the real dentist

haha

well i could only saw her eyes, right?

she was wearing mask at the time

her face was so calm and she was wearing spectacles

but i could say

she was a beautiful woman

for her eyes is so brightly shining when she saw me

freaking cold on the dental chair

i guessed she was smiling at the time

haha

and now

i think i want to be like her

insyaAllah

for her smiling eyes that day

eased my heart

and

put me in peace.

InsyaAllah. 

p/s: let's register haji at Lembaga Tabung Haji.thirah baru je daftar td,
tp.... turn insyaAllah, 2043...
so jom daftar cepat2! (^.^)