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Wednesday, January 12, 2011

ok....i am ok.....!!!????

as if it happen just now
result dah kuar...
dah tepampam kat board dentistry
and dah tepampam ak fail....!!!!!!
OK!!!

and I AM NOT OKAY!!!!
malu sgt2..
my other best friends nyer resuk gempak2 kot
huh...ak igt effort ak dah cukup
rupanya x lagi kot

maybe cara ak studi salah kot
maybe cara ak bc nota2 tu salah
maybe after this ak kn spend many more hours reading notes
memorising and all
i am new to this year
and i do not hope for much

i talked with my friend about it
but i see the determination in her
she told me that she want to give herself another chance
another half a year
if it happens to find noway in this faculty
she will quit and get into another course
she is so determined
she says that she has followed her mother's order
about getting into this faculty
and this will be her mom's time to accept her decision to quit science

if only i can tell my family that i feel nothing here
that i want to further math
that i want to be a lecturer
that i don't think dentistry does me good
if only they understand
if only they know how i feel

i am adjusting myself to this environment
am and still
it has been one semester and a quarter
still got 8 semester and third quarter to go and
i have failed the very first test
,\.

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Wednesday, January 12, 2011

ok....i am ok.....!!!????

as if it happen just now
result dah kuar...
dah tepampam kat board dentistry
and dah tepampam ak fail....!!!!!!
OK!!!

and I AM NOT OKAY!!!!
malu sgt2..
my other best friends nyer resuk gempak2 kot
huh...ak igt effort ak dah cukup
rupanya x lagi kot

maybe cara ak studi salah kot
maybe cara ak bc nota2 tu salah
maybe after this ak kn spend many more hours reading notes
memorising and all
i am new to this year
and i do not hope for much

i talked with my friend about it
but i see the determination in her
she told me that she want to give herself another chance
another half a year
if it happens to find noway in this faculty
she will quit and get into another course
she is so determined
she says that she has followed her mother's order
about getting into this faculty
and this will be her mom's time to accept her decision to quit science

if only i can tell my family that i feel nothing here
that i want to further math
that i want to be a lecturer
that i don't think dentistry does me good
if only they understand
if only they know how i feel

i am adjusting myself to this environment
am and still
it has been one semester and a quarter
still got 8 semester and third quarter to go and
i have failed the very first test
,\.

People in Nature - Relaxing in Nature - Photo: Relaxing in nature - Grass,Soap bubbles Photo 27

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