self pondering

i am pondering myself

curing myself

light-cured, self-cured

about several things during these few CRAZY-OUS weeks

seriously....

too much hectic, 

the tense is always in the air during the day

but the air will quickly dissolves when the sun sets..

unique, is it?

ok! let's get serious...

i am currently doing my first complete denture on the phantom head

my very first patient..tqvm!

i really don't wanna complain much about this

well, this is the bread and butter of mine in the future, right?

insyaAllah....

but what i really wanna talk about is about the story behind the "haruk pikuk kehidupan itu"

when i do the working and all the hand-skills polishing things

few things that i notice are

the true colours of people are flowing out from every corners, no matters how hard they try to cover those things 

i really do not say that the colours are not that nice

some are really nice and beautiful

but some....hm....not so nice that i tried to ignore and stay away from

when we do the works

actually we are simultaneouly practising our everyday-life-skills that we have

as for me, i am not someone that will hold firm my stand to others

enough if only me and HIM and few people know about it

i prefer not to win, if that will make others happy...

but these everyday-life-skills will eventually become our habits

and if the habits is to always take over others

to always look down on people

to always be the dictators one...

as time goes on...

i think we will self-develop into the Julius Caesar,Kim Jong Il,Mussolini...

or perhaps Hitler???

a reminder to me future self and people around me

we are not perfect...

the last perfect on Earth is our Last Prophet, NABI MUHAMMAD SAW

and we are not 100% pure

we are in fact, full of sins and dirt each days..

hence, 

let's give this a thought

look around us, we are surrounding by THINGS

not only human, 

there's also insects

birds

pencils

water

trees

clothes

air

bla bla bla...

hence, we are not alone

we have to adapt well with these things, these elements

we have to be in homeostatics environment with them!

imagine what will happen if water hate us..?

Water will stay reaaallll away from us

we will be reaaalllly dehydrated

and mind, human can only survive 3 days without water..

hence eventually, with only 3 days... we die....

people are unique in their own ways

each one is wayyy different from the others

hence, let's just be friends with everyone

stop look down on others

we are neither superior nor inferior to them

if they are the types of loves-to-win-in-everything

let them win, so that you can keep your relationship ok

and you are doing good job, you are keeping their heart healthy

athough yours a bit scratchy...it's ok... time heals everything

insyaAllah

stop be loudly comparative

competition is ok

but keep that in yourself only, please

mentioning about that will either psycho other people

or maybe you, yourself become a psycho

due to the answers you receive is a mere nodding

that's why 

to estimate your working quality or the progressions

simply do a little, silent observations on others

without them knowing

this is safer, and will keep your heart healthier

insyaAllah

HENCE!!!

let's give these few things a thought, ATHIRAH AZIZ!!!!

it is not a waste to use your brain sometimes...haha

hm!

time to sleep !

Assalamualaikum!

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