Thursday, March 24, 2011
huh
salam....penat la dowh... hari2 rs kena makan buku jer......... and my little heart is reallyyyyyyyyyy elsewhere skrg!! huh...KELANTAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BILER NK BALIK NIE!!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!! x sabar nk abih klas cepat2...exam cpt2.....then nk balik!!!!!!!! huh....dkt 3 4 bulan dah x blik...or....5 4 bulan kot...tgk! x igt dah biler las blik!!!! i am so cross right now!
Sunday, March 13, 2011
need a short break!
i got tons of stories to share regarding my experiences to dentistry team building......it's sooooooo building u'know! hahha...wait and see.....
Thursday, March 10, 2011
it has been a tiring week!
1st of all, this is a full-of-stress post. minggu ni rs sgt sesak. stiap hari g klas rs mcm "adou!!!!!!! bile la nk abih lecture2 ni"....then haha, Allah Maha Bijaksana. DIA tahu ak x leh nk stand sgt dgn pack nye jadual, so DIA bg ak rs skit perut smlm dlm kul 8.30 pg gitu.....so ak save la 5 jam straight dlm lecture hall. ^^ haha...ak ponteng sejam nye lecture on microb and then masuk klas blik time 3rd nyer klas ngan Dr Gupalo on patho! adoi...-.-
lagi.... next week ak ade 3 jenis exam..tp atr sume ak rs abn musculoskeleton nye test memang la.... ak x thu kenapa, tp ak rs mcm los sgt ngan lecture2 patho. bongok kan??! patho tu....dealing with disease la makna nye.
kadang2 ak question myself. kenapa la ak ambek dentistry. kenapa time due date nk ata 2nd upu nye application, malam tu ak resah and ak rs nk tukar course.x nk ambek medic. bukan ke ak nye dream nk jadi neurologist, or pakar GIT or pakar kanser? kenapa ak pilih this narrow course. ???
and kenapa ak br realise bnda ni skrg! slepas nk abih 2nd sem ak kat sini!
yang ak thu, malam tu, time ak tgh imagine myself, pakai white coat, tgk2 patients, it stuck me suddenly. dr x de byk cuti.dr means u have little time for ur family. especially medical dr. however, what's most important for me is family! i dream to have a very harmonious family like my cool family. my parents could be expressed as a successful parents since they manage to colour us into characterised man. drs, engineers, teacher and an unknown(my little bro hasn't decide anything yet). i will not live for too long. dunia bukan tempat kekal la wei. lambat laun kita akan mati jugak.so at least ak nk jugak ade orang sedekahkan ak at least al-Fatihah ke Yasin ke once a week bile ak x de nanti, like what my parents do to my late grands.
as i spinned and racked my brain, ak igt kawan ak. dorang further dentistry kat mesir. 2 orang ni x rapat pun ngan ak, tp at least ak thu la dorang g mesir for dentistry. so why don't i try gg?
ak gtau ayah ak. mak ak. big bro ak.
firstly, dorang memang x kisah ak pilih ape pun...tp ak thu, dorang ad high expectation on me. so at least i have to try somthing other than them. they're teachers, so at least, i have to be a lecturer or a dr or a prof.
hence malam tu ak decide. ak nk ambek dentistry. this happen on the last week to summit upu 2nd app phase. i just blurted out kat dorang psl gg. at first, bro ak memang suh ak ambek medic je. then ak ckp, ak x nk sibuk. x nk jd mcm dia. dia syp pahtu... thu2, 2 3 hri pastu dia stuju ngan ak. dia siap suruh ag ak ambek dentistry UKM. parents ak jenis open-minded. dorang cume kisah tentang 2 benda je, 1. pakaian ape kami pakai time kami kuar umah, 2. kami solat x ag ... wat laen, blh dbawa bebincang ag la...asal jgn canggah ngan ISLAM and hukum2 syarak.
family ak bukan keluarga ustaz, ustazah. family ak bese2 je. mungkin kami berbeza sebab kami practise Islam as a way of life. senag tau practise Islam ni. tgk la ayah ak, umur +/- 57 tp uban pun susah nk dpat kat kepala ayah. sebab ayah ak suka bgn awal2 pagi, mandi then g masjid solat jemaah. cool je ayah ak..bes ah. wat kawan la... besssssssssss......... ^^
so ak letak la dentistry ukm 1st cois tp last minute pukul 11.45 gitu, ak tukar. ak letak uitm 1st cois ak. ak pun x thu kenapa. ak rasa ak x de konfiden sgt kot ak dapat gg. sbb ak memang nk gg tp ak ad 2 cois je, ukm uitm (um? NEVER!!!) then wat laen...pharmacist... huh! i hate CHEMISTRY!! pastu, memang ak doa la x dpat pharmacist tu... oh.....x nk pharmacist...mintak jauh!!!
so dlm bulan 6..7..ak dapat gg uitm gak...mula2 memang x caye. then masa ak gtau mak ak kat dapur time tu pun mcm blur2 je...tp maintain senyum...ayah ak, tetap cool... abang ak.. hm...ok.tu je. the ak daftar, then...
HERE I AM!!!
huh....k.next time ak ade mase ak cter psl life kat sini pulak k!( haha...mcm la ade wat bc blog ni.... x pe.at least ak ade bt contribution kat internet nye article and at least kakak ak bc kalu dia rajin bukak, wat laen...ak x thu) x pe...ak puas cter kat orang experience ak.
lagi.... next week ak ade 3 jenis exam..tp atr sume ak rs abn musculoskeleton nye test memang la.... ak x thu kenapa, tp ak rs mcm los sgt ngan lecture2 patho. bongok kan??! patho tu....dealing with disease la makna nye.
kadang2 ak question myself. kenapa la ak ambek dentistry. kenapa time due date nk ata 2nd upu nye application, malam tu ak resah and ak rs nk tukar course.x nk ambek medic. bukan ke ak nye dream nk jadi neurologist, or pakar GIT or pakar kanser? kenapa ak pilih this narrow course. ???
and kenapa ak br realise bnda ni skrg! slepas nk abih 2nd sem ak kat sini!
yang ak thu, malam tu, time ak tgh imagine myself, pakai white coat, tgk2 patients, it stuck me suddenly. dr x de byk cuti.dr means u have little time for ur family. especially medical dr. however, what's most important for me is family! i dream to have a very harmonious family like my cool family. my parents could be expressed as a successful parents since they manage to colour us into characterised man. drs, engineers, teacher and an unknown(my little bro hasn't decide anything yet). i will not live for too long. dunia bukan tempat kekal la wei. lambat laun kita akan mati jugak.so at least ak nk jugak ade orang sedekahkan ak at least al-Fatihah ke Yasin ke once a week bile ak x de nanti, like what my parents do to my late grands.
as i spinned and racked my brain, ak igt kawan ak. dorang further dentistry kat mesir. 2 orang ni x rapat pun ngan ak, tp at least ak thu la dorang g mesir for dentistry. so why don't i try gg?
ak gtau ayah ak. mak ak. big bro ak.
firstly, dorang memang x kisah ak pilih ape pun...tp ak thu, dorang ad high expectation on me. so at least i have to try somthing other than them. they're teachers, so at least, i have to be a lecturer or a dr or a prof.
hence malam tu ak decide. ak nk ambek dentistry. this happen on the last week to summit upu 2nd app phase. i just blurted out kat dorang psl gg. at first, bro ak memang suh ak ambek medic je. then ak ckp, ak x nk sibuk. x nk jd mcm dia. dia syp pahtu... thu2, 2 3 hri pastu dia stuju ngan ak. dia siap suruh ag ak ambek dentistry UKM. parents ak jenis open-minded. dorang cume kisah tentang 2 benda je, 1. pakaian ape kami pakai time kami kuar umah, 2. kami solat x ag ... wat laen, blh dbawa bebincang ag la...asal jgn canggah ngan ISLAM and hukum2 syarak.
family ak bukan keluarga ustaz, ustazah. family ak bese2 je. mungkin kami berbeza sebab kami practise Islam as a way of life. senag tau practise Islam ni. tgk la ayah ak, umur +/- 57 tp uban pun susah nk dpat kat kepala ayah. sebab ayah ak suka bgn awal2 pagi, mandi then g masjid solat jemaah. cool je ayah ak..bes ah. wat kawan la... besssssssssss......... ^^
so ak letak la dentistry ukm 1st cois tp last minute pukul 11.45 gitu, ak tukar. ak letak uitm 1st cois ak. ak pun x thu kenapa. ak rasa ak x de konfiden sgt kot ak dapat gg. sbb ak memang nk gg tp ak ad 2 cois je, ukm uitm (um? NEVER!!!) then wat laen...pharmacist... huh! i hate CHEMISTRY!! pastu, memang ak doa la x dpat pharmacist tu... oh.....x nk pharmacist...mintak jauh!!!
so dlm bulan 6..7..ak dapat gg uitm gak...mula2 memang x caye. then masa ak gtau mak ak kat dapur time tu pun mcm blur2 je...tp maintain senyum...ayah ak, tetap cool... abang ak.. hm...ok.tu je. the ak daftar, then...
HERE I AM!!!
huh....k.next time ak ade mase ak cter psl life kat sini pulak k!( haha...mcm la ade wat bc blog ni.... x pe.at least ak ade bt contribution kat internet nye article and at least kakak ak bc kalu dia rajin bukak, wat laen...ak x thu) x pe...ak puas cter kat orang experience ak.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
i got big exam in 4 weeks time
fuuh...betul puye...x tipu! waaaaaaaaa.........byk lagi x cover ni....hahah...mampu ketawa je skrang...tgk conditions skrg pun ak x mampu bt pape. esok saje kls 6 lecture wei... dah la klas patho and pharmaco...adoi! memang kena sdia mental pisikal la...kalu x mesti kena lagi skali 'DON't SleEp' aduh...malu wei...tp x pe...this is waht make the life here challenging and fun kan...i like. lagipun kalu nk tegur oranh..better tegur depan2 kan...kalu x pah ke sudah orang tu x prasan dia wat salah. kta wat nengok pun jadi selemah2 iman....du nasihat hati je slalu...bile la nk improve iman ni.
hm...skrang kalu ak mcm jam semacam je...ak dah ade solution! haha...ak maen game la...ape ag! game kacang2 je...x la sampai mcm game crazy taxi ke max payne ke mafia ke. x pe la...asal maen je ak rase puas dan rs mcm sronok...dah x jam.
hm...nnt camping...ak harap x lah seboring camping wat ak g aritu...sbb camping ari tu bg ak, x bes sgt la... mencabar pun x la sangat. tp kalu da dlm tentatif ad cramah sgl bagai dlm camp kali ni, hm...mcm dah blh agak je mcm mane camp ak ni...aduh...ak harap ak x tetido mcm ari tu and x dok orang dok ambek gamba ak tidow ag. dah2 la wat orang rs segan ni...better urut bahu ak dri ambek gambar sgl bagai...haha... ^^
k. ples wish me luck...coz i really need one.at least. sbb sok nye klas sgt membunuh....haha... jk.
Friday, February 25, 2011
it has been a hectic week
this week sgttttttttttttttttt sibuk tau! class memang la finish at 4 0r 5 kan...tp the new module memang challenging nyer module la! kami kena hafal nama2 muscle kat upper limb tau.
eh! nk kongsi sikit....tau x kenapa time kita nangis, ada hingus kat hidung...sebabnyer... ada duct wat hubung, eyes nyer air mata duct ngan sinus kat hidung...sinus ni, mcm cavity tau! kita nyer mucous kat hidung ade kat dlm ni la! and kenapa bile kita mature, suare kita brubah? sebab, ada satu part kat hidung ni, name dia parasinus. time kita kecik...dia x kembang elok ag, then upon puberty, dia kind of berkembang and mature la...then, the air passage dlm tu(dia mcm cavity kan...sinus ni) more advanced la...that's why la, suare brubah...haha...so, everything happen with cause and are not a mere thing k!
aduh! ape ni....cter psl bnda ni! tp x pe kan?? still ilmu, dan ilmu patut dikongsi. besar pahala tu, kalau kita kongsi ilmu tau! ilmu bermanfaat membawa syafaat kat kita time kita kat kubur nnti tau!
ok....skrg, ak dah jadi engineer printer x bertauliah. ak dah byk kali baiki printer ak sdiri wei. ak pun sbnrnya bru lepas hbis baiki ni. well, hri tu dia rosak ag, and ak mls baiki at that time sbb time tu sibuk nk exam kan? so, ade masa petang ni, ak baiki la kejap. my bff bru beli printer actually.. so since sumer orang tgh kalut ngan printer, x kan la ak nyer printer wat hiasan je kan? so, ape ag, ak kena baiki la ni! x kan la ak nk depends print note ak kat dorang je...memg la dorang bff ak, sekepala, tp.... x bes la kan? asyik dok print kat bilik orang je... printer sdiri ade, x berguna...aduh! sakit2....walau ak x brape suke bdk2 engine, tp ak rs ilmu studi dorang amat beguna kot kat hidup daily kita. especially kalau wat ambek automotive tu kan...memang begune abeh la ngan kita...senang je wat praktikal kat kete sdiri...haha... sronok2... suke gile machine!
know what! ak bru discover myself...actually ak suke keje ngan machine dri duk ngadap manusia! that's why i'm not good to be a teacher...so what to do now! x pe...ak rs ak nk plan hidup ak so that ak x perlu duk ngadap people always...segan satu hal!malu satu hal! so, maybe next journey nnt, ak nk strive for a dental pathologist kot...work kat lab je kot...x yah ngadap human, hari2 ngadap machine electron microcsope ngan bacteria je....haha...nyaman nyer hidup....ok!
hm.... hapi weekend!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
my first long-journey back with train
wat could i said....the journey was ok lah... not bad..at least, bile sampai, matahari dah naek atas kepala dah...tak la macam naek bas kan...? sampai je, gelap lagi...so ak prefer flight or train la pas ni...haha...(mcm bos2 ak bg je..) ok..train dri QLATE ke KL central was overall not bad(2 star rated from me). why?? ok.i have a few question and critics. the lights were on all the time, the kids keep yelling and crying and all that push me to press high volume of my mplayer.the train was not stable..why it keeps making me felling dizzy?and the non-smokers zone!why are the men are allowed to smoke? ok!i knew they smoke at the back of the train compartment but why are they allowed to smoke, still! in the train? the children were there, the ladies were as well.as for me, i really could not stand smokers and smoking. they made me feel uneasy and dizzy. imagine, with the train like that, plus the smell and kids, and all, ok...i was not ok last night.
but chill la thirah...first time in the train...memanglah kan....hahaha
but then, i was really grateful. i got to know the kl central and the way to travel from there and the place itself..so next time, kalau ak sorang pun, x sesat kot...insyaAllah.. ^^
then, in the U80 bus, from kl central to shah alam, sek 2, i met this person.a man, but he was wearing a jubah, and a kopiah...then i made comparison between me and him. very a lot ,ok!! hahah...i feel humiliated. mcm mane la nak brubah jadi baek ni...bab kadang2 kita rasa kita dah baek, tutp aurat ape sumer, but then, we still have to questions ourselves..do we practise ISLAM as a way of life?? ISLAM is a way of life.things that are being stated in AL-QURAN and SUNNAH RASUL are the best things for all of us.some of us, do not practise them.and we can see the result of that.their lives are unhealthy.they can say that their lives are perfect. and then, ask them to define perfect. are wearing jewels and driving lamborghini is a perfect lifestyle? do having lots of money, a perfect lifestyle?
bear in mind, money is not everything in our lives. we, in fact, risk our whole lives, when we put money as a priority in our lives. we struggle in working in everyday of our lives, and at the end of the day, or months, we have money. see? money have made us a slave! ok...i know, money is important so that we have comfortable life.fullstop! comfortable life! no need to bargain for a perfect life when we mentions about money.. money never promise a perfect life.it only promise us materials and apparatus.but the way of living with it, ISLAM is still the best way of lives.
ISLAM teaches us the way to cope with problems, to manage our times, to build a family, and all. i would like to suggest a website here.
http://harunyahya.net/
i am also in the phase of readjusting myself to be a better muslimah.
because what i believe is that i decorate my own life the way it moves everyday.
and the AKHIRAT(the judgement day) will be here in no time.
remember, we are running out of time here. ALLAH is the ALMIGHTY, HE knows the best for all of us.
changes for good is never too late because late is way better than the never.
but chill la thirah...first time in the train...memanglah kan....hahaha
but then, i was really grateful. i got to know the kl central and the way to travel from there and the place itself..so next time, kalau ak sorang pun, x sesat kot...insyaAllah.. ^^
then, in the U80 bus, from kl central to shah alam, sek 2, i met this person.a man, but he was wearing a jubah, and a kopiah...then i made comparison between me and him. very a lot ,ok!! hahah...i feel humiliated. mcm mane la nak brubah jadi baek ni...bab kadang2 kita rasa kita dah baek, tutp aurat ape sumer, but then, we still have to questions ourselves..do we practise ISLAM as a way of life?? ISLAM is a way of life.things that are being stated in AL-QURAN and SUNNAH RASUL are the best things for all of us.some of us, do not practise them.and we can see the result of that.their lives are unhealthy.they can say that their lives are perfect. and then, ask them to define perfect. are wearing jewels and driving lamborghini is a perfect lifestyle? do having lots of money, a perfect lifestyle?
bear in mind, money is not everything in our lives. we, in fact, risk our whole lives, when we put money as a priority in our lives. we struggle in working in everyday of our lives, and at the end of the day, or months, we have money. see? money have made us a slave! ok...i know, money is important so that we have comfortable life.fullstop! comfortable life! no need to bargain for a perfect life when we mentions about money.. money never promise a perfect life.it only promise us materials and apparatus.but the way of living with it, ISLAM is still the best way of lives.
ISLAM teaches us the way to cope with problems, to manage our times, to build a family, and all. i would like to suggest a website here.
http://harunyahya.net/
i am also in the phase of readjusting myself to be a better muslimah.
because what i believe is that i decorate my own life the way it moves everyday.
and the AKHIRAT(the judgement day) will be here in no time.
remember, we are running out of time here. ALLAH is the ALMIGHTY, HE knows the best for all of us.
changes for good is never too late because late is way better than the never.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
this is my best midsem break EVER!!!!
when i write EVER, i really mean EVER!!! seriously, bessssssssss sggttttt.. hm..maybe because i got my chance to go to places that i want to, maybe because i got what i wanted, maybe because i meet with people that i want to meet!
hahah...
serious bessssstttttttttt. i got my new bike kan...so ak kayuh la mane2 tempat ak rs nk gi...hahah
ak rs besst lg sebab ak jumpa blik best fren2 ak time ak skoloh, time kat matrik, and kat u la kan...x ramai pun... dlm 2 3 org je kot..tp for me, jumpa dorang tu dah cukup dah kot... bab for me, the journey i have taken in my way to meet them is what most important..... ak dah x takut dah naek bas sorang2(slaen ngan bas express la...i mean local bus) bab ak thu...dlm bas tu...bukan ak saje wat nak g tepat tu and shockingly, route ke no bus ke... local people memg dah hafal kan...taye je la sape2 wat ade gaya mcm tggu bas tu kan... konfom dorang akan thu bas ape nk gi mane...walau bas wat kita taye tu bukan bus dorang...first2 ak mcm cuak gak la...blh caye ke makcik ni, ckp bas nk g kuala krai, bas no 5....hm.. ak taye pulak pakcik kaunter...hm..dia pun ckp benda same la wei....haha.... bukan skali dua jd wei...byk kali...hahaha...ok la...ak ngalah la kalau hal2 wat psl transport awam ni...tp ak tekad! biarla ak sokmo naek awam nye transport pun, lagi better kot dri duk gantung2 kat orang...
ak prefer lagi, kuar umah, pakai cap, nek basikal, bwk backpack, jalan2 kat area2 umah ak...jauh2 la sikit...kat bandar ke for example...bwk botol, cri klinik gg....hahaha...sronok.... walau ak dpt 3 klinik je...x pe...len kali leh cuba ag...(aceh...gaya ckp mcm ak ade lg cuti panjang je...)
lagi wat bes break ni..........hm..... well... game ak kat ipod, game farm story ngan city story dah ade neighbour....siap dia bg gift lagi..hahaha... dlm tu je la...bes2.. ak enjoy kot maen...ni la orang pggil lagha kan..but actually, zombie cafe lg bes...bab korang leh maen tanpa guna internet pun...so maen je la...kat mane2 korang nk maen. mcm ak, kat stesen bas pun ak bantai maen je...kat marry brown..kat..depan kedai runcit untie chinese time ak tgh tggu driver, ak maen gak.. tp aritu ak malu sgt..ak tgk mat saleh...2 orang la...laki pompuan. then ak pikir, dorang mai cn mesti nk tgk gaya hidup orang cn kan..kalu ak jadi dorang pun ak nk tgk gaya hidup tmpt wat ak g tuh...then ak tgk pakaian ak...bnda ape wat mencerminkan ak ni orang QLate..ak pakai snicker, pegang ipod, SE handphone, pakai jeans, walau bj labuh, tudung labuh pun... dorang mesti kecewa kan.. kalu ak, ak smirk je..ceh! wat penat je mai jauh2 tgk orang2 local pakai bnda wat agak same mcm orang country kita pakai. then sblm tu ag actually..ak dah rs laen..ak duk kat dlm bas, bas jln la kan...then brenti kat 1 2 tempat ambek orang2 wat thn bas...then, msuk la orang bru atas bas tu... sorang msuk, bj kurung..ok.. sorang ag msuk bj kurung ag..k.lagi msuk, bj kurung....er... lagi msuk...baju kurung!ok...that time, ak memg respek ae bdk2 QLATE! walau ak bdk QLATE pun, ak kureng pakai bj kurung...kat asrama la..kalau ak mls pakai T-shirt n x de bj nk pakai. tp bdk Qlate memg superb! ak shopping kat parkson pun, jarang la jumpa bdk2 wat pakai bj slaen bj kurung..bgs la...ak wat dah pakai bj paras lutut pun rs segan wei... bj kurung tu...memang melayu terakhir ade kat KELANTAN la wei...x muka je lawa, adab bdk2 ni pun ok wei..ak tgk rendah diri, ramah, baek lak tu.. aduh...segan la...QLATE memang terbaek la dlm mendidik bdk2 girls baek2 ni..
ok enough about that
hm...smlm first time guna mask...orang suh guna 15 minit je..ak guna 4 jam...tu la...telajak tido sapa kul 4 lebih bru bgn... ptt la mimpi psl trik2 muka,, kupas kulit muka, then behind....hehe...shiny2 skin... adoyai! hampeh nye mimpi... (-.-')
hahah...
serious bessssstttttttttt. i got my new bike kan...so ak kayuh la mane2 tempat ak rs nk gi...hahah
ak rs besst lg sebab ak jumpa blik best fren2 ak time ak skoloh, time kat matrik, and kat u la kan...x ramai pun... dlm 2 3 org je kot..tp for me, jumpa dorang tu dah cukup dah kot... bab for me, the journey i have taken in my way to meet them is what most important..... ak dah x takut dah naek bas sorang2(slaen ngan bas express la...i mean local bus) bab ak thu...dlm bas tu...bukan ak saje wat nak g tepat tu and shockingly, route ke no bus ke... local people memg dah hafal kan...taye je la sape2 wat ade gaya mcm tggu bas tu kan... konfom dorang akan thu bas ape nk gi mane...walau bas wat kita taye tu bukan bus dorang...first2 ak mcm cuak gak la...blh caye ke makcik ni, ckp bas nk g kuala krai, bas no 5....hm.. ak taye pulak pakcik kaunter...hm..dia pun ckp benda same la wei....haha.... bukan skali dua jd wei...byk kali...hahaha...ok la...ak ngalah la kalau hal2 wat psl transport awam ni...tp ak tekad! biarla ak sokmo naek awam nye transport pun, lagi better kot dri duk gantung2 kat orang...
ak prefer lagi, kuar umah, pakai cap, nek basikal, bwk backpack, jalan2 kat area2 umah ak...jauh2 la sikit...kat bandar ke for example...bwk botol, cri klinik gg....hahaha...sronok.... walau ak dpt 3 klinik je...x pe...len kali leh cuba ag...(aceh...gaya ckp mcm ak ade lg cuti panjang je...)
lagi wat bes break ni..........hm..... well... game ak kat ipod, game farm story ngan city story dah ade neighbour....siap dia bg gift lagi..hahaha... dlm tu je la...bes2.. ak enjoy kot maen...ni la orang pggil lagha kan..but actually, zombie cafe lg bes...bab korang leh maen tanpa guna internet pun...so maen je la...kat mane2 korang nk maen. mcm ak, kat stesen bas pun ak bantai maen je...kat marry brown..kat..depan kedai runcit untie chinese time ak tgh tggu driver, ak maen gak.. tp aritu ak malu sgt..ak tgk mat saleh...2 orang la...laki pompuan. then ak pikir, dorang mai cn mesti nk tgk gaya hidup orang cn kan..kalu ak jadi dorang pun ak nk tgk gaya hidup tmpt wat ak g tuh...then ak tgk pakaian ak...bnda ape wat mencerminkan ak ni orang QLate..ak pakai snicker, pegang ipod, SE handphone, pakai jeans, walau bj labuh, tudung labuh pun... dorang mesti kecewa kan.. kalu ak, ak smirk je..ceh! wat penat je mai jauh2 tgk orang2 local pakai bnda wat agak same mcm orang country kita pakai. then sblm tu ag actually..ak dah rs laen..ak duk kat dlm bas, bas jln la kan...then brenti kat 1 2 tempat ambek orang2 wat thn bas...then, msuk la orang bru atas bas tu... sorang msuk, bj kurung..ok.. sorang ag msuk bj kurung ag..k.lagi msuk, bj kurung....er... lagi msuk...baju kurung!ok...that time, ak memg respek ae bdk2 QLATE! walau ak bdk QLATE pun, ak kureng pakai bj kurung...kat asrama la..kalau ak mls pakai T-shirt n x de bj nk pakai. tp bdk Qlate memg superb! ak shopping kat parkson pun, jarang la jumpa bdk2 wat pakai bj slaen bj kurung..bgs la...ak wat dah pakai bj paras lutut pun rs segan wei... bj kurung tu...memang melayu terakhir ade kat KELANTAN la wei...x muka je lawa, adab bdk2 ni pun ok wei..ak tgk rendah diri, ramah, baek lak tu.. aduh...segan la...QLATE memang terbaek la dlm mendidik bdk2 girls baek2 ni..
ok enough about that
hm...smlm first time guna mask...orang suh guna 15 minit je..ak guna 4 jam...tu la...telajak tido sapa kul 4 lebih bru bgn... ptt la mimpi psl trik2 muka,, kupas kulit muka, then behind....hehe...shiny2 skin... adoyai! hampeh nye mimpi... (-.-')
only stick...tp still blh terbang kan....hm...mcm mane tu..???
so manusia..only flesh and blood, tp insyaAllah, kita blh dream high and achieve many things...
row row row your boat
gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily
life is but a dream!
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Thursday, March 24, 2011
huh
salam....penat la dowh... hari2 rs kena makan buku jer......... and my little heart is reallyyyyyyyyyy elsewhere skrg!! huh...KELANTAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BILER NK BALIK NIE!!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!! x sabar nk abih klas cepat2...exam cpt2.....then nk balik!!!!!!!! huh....dkt 3 4 bulan dah x blik...or....5 4 bulan kot...tgk! x igt dah biler las blik!!!! i am so cross right now!
Sunday, March 13, 2011
need a short break!
i got tons of stories to share regarding my experiences to dentistry team building......it's sooooooo building u'know! hahha...wait and see.....
Thursday, March 10, 2011
it has been a tiring week!
1st of all, this is a full-of-stress post. minggu ni rs sgt sesak. stiap hari g klas rs mcm "adou!!!!!!! bile la nk abih lecture2 ni"....then haha, Allah Maha Bijaksana. DIA tahu ak x leh nk stand sgt dgn pack nye jadual, so DIA bg ak rs skit perut smlm dlm kul 8.30 pg gitu.....so ak save la 5 jam straight dlm lecture hall. ^^ haha...ak ponteng sejam nye lecture on microb and then masuk klas blik time 3rd nyer klas ngan Dr Gupalo on patho! adoi...-.-
lagi.... next week ak ade 3 jenis exam..tp atr sume ak rs abn musculoskeleton nye test memang la.... ak x thu kenapa, tp ak rs mcm los sgt ngan lecture2 patho. bongok kan??! patho tu....dealing with disease la makna nye.
kadang2 ak question myself. kenapa la ak ambek dentistry. kenapa time due date nk ata 2nd upu nye application, malam tu ak resah and ak rs nk tukar course.x nk ambek medic. bukan ke ak nye dream nk jadi neurologist, or pakar GIT or pakar kanser? kenapa ak pilih this narrow course. ???
and kenapa ak br realise bnda ni skrg! slepas nk abih 2nd sem ak kat sini!
yang ak thu, malam tu, time ak tgh imagine myself, pakai white coat, tgk2 patients, it stuck me suddenly. dr x de byk cuti.dr means u have little time for ur family. especially medical dr. however, what's most important for me is family! i dream to have a very harmonious family like my cool family. my parents could be expressed as a successful parents since they manage to colour us into characterised man. drs, engineers, teacher and an unknown(my little bro hasn't decide anything yet). i will not live for too long. dunia bukan tempat kekal la wei. lambat laun kita akan mati jugak.so at least ak nk jugak ade orang sedekahkan ak at least al-Fatihah ke Yasin ke once a week bile ak x de nanti, like what my parents do to my late grands.
as i spinned and racked my brain, ak igt kawan ak. dorang further dentistry kat mesir. 2 orang ni x rapat pun ngan ak, tp at least ak thu la dorang g mesir for dentistry. so why don't i try gg?
ak gtau ayah ak. mak ak. big bro ak.
firstly, dorang memang x kisah ak pilih ape pun...tp ak thu, dorang ad high expectation on me. so at least i have to try somthing other than them. they're teachers, so at least, i have to be a lecturer or a dr or a prof.
hence malam tu ak decide. ak nk ambek dentistry. this happen on the last week to summit upu 2nd app phase. i just blurted out kat dorang psl gg. at first, bro ak memang suh ak ambek medic je. then ak ckp, ak x nk sibuk. x nk jd mcm dia. dia syp pahtu... thu2, 2 3 hri pastu dia stuju ngan ak. dia siap suruh ag ak ambek dentistry UKM. parents ak jenis open-minded. dorang cume kisah tentang 2 benda je, 1. pakaian ape kami pakai time kami kuar umah, 2. kami solat x ag ... wat laen, blh dbawa bebincang ag la...asal jgn canggah ngan ISLAM and hukum2 syarak.
family ak bukan keluarga ustaz, ustazah. family ak bese2 je. mungkin kami berbeza sebab kami practise Islam as a way of life. senag tau practise Islam ni. tgk la ayah ak, umur +/- 57 tp uban pun susah nk dpat kat kepala ayah. sebab ayah ak suka bgn awal2 pagi, mandi then g masjid solat jemaah. cool je ayah ak..bes ah. wat kawan la... besssssssssss......... ^^
so ak letak la dentistry ukm 1st cois tp last minute pukul 11.45 gitu, ak tukar. ak letak uitm 1st cois ak. ak pun x thu kenapa. ak rasa ak x de konfiden sgt kot ak dapat gg. sbb ak memang nk gg tp ak ad 2 cois je, ukm uitm (um? NEVER!!!) then wat laen...pharmacist... huh! i hate CHEMISTRY!! pastu, memang ak doa la x dpat pharmacist tu... oh.....x nk pharmacist...mintak jauh!!!
so dlm bulan 6..7..ak dapat gg uitm gak...mula2 memang x caye. then masa ak gtau mak ak kat dapur time tu pun mcm blur2 je...tp maintain senyum...ayah ak, tetap cool... abang ak.. hm...ok.tu je. the ak daftar, then...
HERE I AM!!!
huh....k.next time ak ade mase ak cter psl life kat sini pulak k!( haha...mcm la ade wat bc blog ni.... x pe.at least ak ade bt contribution kat internet nye article and at least kakak ak bc kalu dia rajin bukak, wat laen...ak x thu) x pe...ak puas cter kat orang experience ak.
lagi.... next week ak ade 3 jenis exam..tp atr sume ak rs abn musculoskeleton nye test memang la.... ak x thu kenapa, tp ak rs mcm los sgt ngan lecture2 patho. bongok kan??! patho tu....dealing with disease la makna nye.
kadang2 ak question myself. kenapa la ak ambek dentistry. kenapa time due date nk ata 2nd upu nye application, malam tu ak resah and ak rs nk tukar course.x nk ambek medic. bukan ke ak nye dream nk jadi neurologist, or pakar GIT or pakar kanser? kenapa ak pilih this narrow course. ???
and kenapa ak br realise bnda ni skrg! slepas nk abih 2nd sem ak kat sini!
yang ak thu, malam tu, time ak tgh imagine myself, pakai white coat, tgk2 patients, it stuck me suddenly. dr x de byk cuti.dr means u have little time for ur family. especially medical dr. however, what's most important for me is family! i dream to have a very harmonious family like my cool family. my parents could be expressed as a successful parents since they manage to colour us into characterised man. drs, engineers, teacher and an unknown(my little bro hasn't decide anything yet). i will not live for too long. dunia bukan tempat kekal la wei. lambat laun kita akan mati jugak.so at least ak nk jugak ade orang sedekahkan ak at least al-Fatihah ke Yasin ke once a week bile ak x de nanti, like what my parents do to my late grands.
as i spinned and racked my brain, ak igt kawan ak. dorang further dentistry kat mesir. 2 orang ni x rapat pun ngan ak, tp at least ak thu la dorang g mesir for dentistry. so why don't i try gg?
ak gtau ayah ak. mak ak. big bro ak.
firstly, dorang memang x kisah ak pilih ape pun...tp ak thu, dorang ad high expectation on me. so at least i have to try somthing other than them. they're teachers, so at least, i have to be a lecturer or a dr or a prof.
hence malam tu ak decide. ak nk ambek dentistry. this happen on the last week to summit upu 2nd app phase. i just blurted out kat dorang psl gg. at first, bro ak memang suh ak ambek medic je. then ak ckp, ak x nk sibuk. x nk jd mcm dia. dia syp pahtu... thu2, 2 3 hri pastu dia stuju ngan ak. dia siap suruh ag ak ambek dentistry UKM. parents ak jenis open-minded. dorang cume kisah tentang 2 benda je, 1. pakaian ape kami pakai time kami kuar umah, 2. kami solat x ag ... wat laen, blh dbawa bebincang ag la...asal jgn canggah ngan ISLAM and hukum2 syarak.
family ak bukan keluarga ustaz, ustazah. family ak bese2 je. mungkin kami berbeza sebab kami practise Islam as a way of life. senag tau practise Islam ni. tgk la ayah ak, umur +/- 57 tp uban pun susah nk dpat kat kepala ayah. sebab ayah ak suka bgn awal2 pagi, mandi then g masjid solat jemaah. cool je ayah ak..bes ah. wat kawan la... besssssssssss......... ^^
so ak letak la dentistry ukm 1st cois tp last minute pukul 11.45 gitu, ak tukar. ak letak uitm 1st cois ak. ak pun x thu kenapa. ak rasa ak x de konfiden sgt kot ak dapat gg. sbb ak memang nk gg tp ak ad 2 cois je, ukm uitm (um? NEVER!!!) then wat laen...pharmacist... huh! i hate CHEMISTRY!! pastu, memang ak doa la x dpat pharmacist tu... oh.....x nk pharmacist...mintak jauh!!!
so dlm bulan 6..7..ak dapat gg uitm gak...mula2 memang x caye. then masa ak gtau mak ak kat dapur time tu pun mcm blur2 je...tp maintain senyum...ayah ak, tetap cool... abang ak.. hm...ok.tu je. the ak daftar, then...
HERE I AM!!!
huh....k.next time ak ade mase ak cter psl life kat sini pulak k!( haha...mcm la ade wat bc blog ni.... x pe.at least ak ade bt contribution kat internet nye article and at least kakak ak bc kalu dia rajin bukak, wat laen...ak x thu) x pe...ak puas cter kat orang experience ak.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
i got big exam in 4 weeks time
fuuh...betul puye...x tipu! waaaaaaaaa.........byk lagi x cover ni....hahah...mampu ketawa je skrang...tgk conditions skrg pun ak x mampu bt pape. esok saje kls 6 lecture wei... dah la klas patho and pharmaco...adoi! memang kena sdia mental pisikal la...kalu x mesti kena lagi skali 'DON't SleEp' aduh...malu wei...tp x pe...this is waht make the life here challenging and fun kan...i like. lagipun kalu nk tegur oranh..better tegur depan2 kan...kalu x pah ke sudah orang tu x prasan dia wat salah. kta wat nengok pun jadi selemah2 iman....du nasihat hati je slalu...bile la nk improve iman ni.
hm...skrang kalu ak mcm jam semacam je...ak dah ade solution! haha...ak maen game la...ape ag! game kacang2 je...x la sampai mcm game crazy taxi ke max payne ke mafia ke. x pe la...asal maen je ak rase puas dan rs mcm sronok...dah x jam.
hm...nnt camping...ak harap x lah seboring camping wat ak g aritu...sbb camping ari tu bg ak, x bes sgt la... mencabar pun x la sangat. tp kalu da dlm tentatif ad cramah sgl bagai dlm camp kali ni, hm...mcm dah blh agak je mcm mane camp ak ni...aduh...ak harap ak x tetido mcm ari tu and x dok orang dok ambek gamba ak tidow ag. dah2 la wat orang rs segan ni...better urut bahu ak dri ambek gambar sgl bagai...haha... ^^
k. ples wish me luck...coz i really need one.at least. sbb sok nye klas sgt membunuh....haha... jk.
Friday, February 25, 2011
it has been a hectic week
this week sgttttttttttttttttt sibuk tau! class memang la finish at 4 0r 5 kan...tp the new module memang challenging nyer module la! kami kena hafal nama2 muscle kat upper limb tau.
eh! nk kongsi sikit....tau x kenapa time kita nangis, ada hingus kat hidung...sebabnyer... ada duct wat hubung, eyes nyer air mata duct ngan sinus kat hidung...sinus ni, mcm cavity tau! kita nyer mucous kat hidung ade kat dlm ni la! and kenapa bile kita mature, suare kita brubah? sebab, ada satu part kat hidung ni, name dia parasinus. time kita kecik...dia x kembang elok ag, then upon puberty, dia kind of berkembang and mature la...then, the air passage dlm tu(dia mcm cavity kan...sinus ni) more advanced la...that's why la, suare brubah...haha...so, everything happen with cause and are not a mere thing k!
aduh! ape ni....cter psl bnda ni! tp x pe kan?? still ilmu, dan ilmu patut dikongsi. besar pahala tu, kalau kita kongsi ilmu tau! ilmu bermanfaat membawa syafaat kat kita time kita kat kubur nnti tau!
ok....skrg, ak dah jadi engineer printer x bertauliah. ak dah byk kali baiki printer ak sdiri wei. ak pun sbnrnya bru lepas hbis baiki ni. well, hri tu dia rosak ag, and ak mls baiki at that time sbb time tu sibuk nk exam kan? so, ade masa petang ni, ak baiki la kejap. my bff bru beli printer actually.. so since sumer orang tgh kalut ngan printer, x kan la ak nyer printer wat hiasan je kan? so, ape ag, ak kena baiki la ni! x kan la ak nk depends print note ak kat dorang je...memg la dorang bff ak, sekepala, tp.... x bes la kan? asyik dok print kat bilik orang je... printer sdiri ade, x berguna...aduh! sakit2....walau ak x brape suke bdk2 engine, tp ak rs ilmu studi dorang amat beguna kot kat hidup daily kita. especially kalau wat ambek automotive tu kan...memang begune abeh la ngan kita...senang je wat praktikal kat kete sdiri...haha... sronok2... suke gile machine!
know what! ak bru discover myself...actually ak suke keje ngan machine dri duk ngadap manusia! that's why i'm not good to be a teacher...so what to do now! x pe...ak rs ak nk plan hidup ak so that ak x perlu duk ngadap people always...segan satu hal!malu satu hal! so, maybe next journey nnt, ak nk strive for a dental pathologist kot...work kat lab je kot...x yah ngadap human, hari2 ngadap machine electron microcsope ngan bacteria je....haha...nyaman nyer hidup....ok!
hm.... hapi weekend!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
my first long-journey back with train
wat could i said....the journey was ok lah... not bad..at least, bile sampai, matahari dah naek atas kepala dah...tak la macam naek bas kan...? sampai je, gelap lagi...so ak prefer flight or train la pas ni...haha...(mcm bos2 ak bg je..) ok..train dri QLATE ke KL central was overall not bad(2 star rated from me). why?? ok.i have a few question and critics. the lights were on all the time, the kids keep yelling and crying and all that push me to press high volume of my mplayer.the train was not stable..why it keeps making me felling dizzy?and the non-smokers zone!why are the men are allowed to smoke? ok!i knew they smoke at the back of the train compartment but why are they allowed to smoke, still! in the train? the children were there, the ladies were as well.as for me, i really could not stand smokers and smoking. they made me feel uneasy and dizzy. imagine, with the train like that, plus the smell and kids, and all, ok...i was not ok last night.
but chill la thirah...first time in the train...memanglah kan....hahaha
but then, i was really grateful. i got to know the kl central and the way to travel from there and the place itself..so next time, kalau ak sorang pun, x sesat kot...insyaAllah.. ^^
then, in the U80 bus, from kl central to shah alam, sek 2, i met this person.a man, but he was wearing a jubah, and a kopiah...then i made comparison between me and him. very a lot ,ok!! hahah...i feel humiliated. mcm mane la nak brubah jadi baek ni...bab kadang2 kita rasa kita dah baek, tutp aurat ape sumer, but then, we still have to questions ourselves..do we practise ISLAM as a way of life?? ISLAM is a way of life.things that are being stated in AL-QURAN and SUNNAH RASUL are the best things for all of us.some of us, do not practise them.and we can see the result of that.their lives are unhealthy.they can say that their lives are perfect. and then, ask them to define perfect. are wearing jewels and driving lamborghini is a perfect lifestyle? do having lots of money, a perfect lifestyle?
bear in mind, money is not everything in our lives. we, in fact, risk our whole lives, when we put money as a priority in our lives. we struggle in working in everyday of our lives, and at the end of the day, or months, we have money. see? money have made us a slave! ok...i know, money is important so that we have comfortable life.fullstop! comfortable life! no need to bargain for a perfect life when we mentions about money.. money never promise a perfect life.it only promise us materials and apparatus.but the way of living with it, ISLAM is still the best way of lives.
ISLAM teaches us the way to cope with problems, to manage our times, to build a family, and all. i would like to suggest a website here.
http://harunyahya.net/
i am also in the phase of readjusting myself to be a better muslimah.
because what i believe is that i decorate my own life the way it moves everyday.
and the AKHIRAT(the judgement day) will be here in no time.
remember, we are running out of time here. ALLAH is the ALMIGHTY, HE knows the best for all of us.
changes for good is never too late because late is way better than the never.
but chill la thirah...first time in the train...memanglah kan....hahaha
but then, i was really grateful. i got to know the kl central and the way to travel from there and the place itself..so next time, kalau ak sorang pun, x sesat kot...insyaAllah.. ^^
then, in the U80 bus, from kl central to shah alam, sek 2, i met this person.a man, but he was wearing a jubah, and a kopiah...then i made comparison between me and him. very a lot ,ok!! hahah...i feel humiliated. mcm mane la nak brubah jadi baek ni...bab kadang2 kita rasa kita dah baek, tutp aurat ape sumer, but then, we still have to questions ourselves..do we practise ISLAM as a way of life?? ISLAM is a way of life.things that are being stated in AL-QURAN and SUNNAH RASUL are the best things for all of us.some of us, do not practise them.and we can see the result of that.their lives are unhealthy.they can say that their lives are perfect. and then, ask them to define perfect. are wearing jewels and driving lamborghini is a perfect lifestyle? do having lots of money, a perfect lifestyle?
bear in mind, money is not everything in our lives. we, in fact, risk our whole lives, when we put money as a priority in our lives. we struggle in working in everyday of our lives, and at the end of the day, or months, we have money. see? money have made us a slave! ok...i know, money is important so that we have comfortable life.fullstop! comfortable life! no need to bargain for a perfect life when we mentions about money.. money never promise a perfect life.it only promise us materials and apparatus.but the way of living with it, ISLAM is still the best way of lives.
ISLAM teaches us the way to cope with problems, to manage our times, to build a family, and all. i would like to suggest a website here.
http://harunyahya.net/
i am also in the phase of readjusting myself to be a better muslimah.
because what i believe is that i decorate my own life the way it moves everyday.
and the AKHIRAT(the judgement day) will be here in no time.
remember, we are running out of time here. ALLAH is the ALMIGHTY, HE knows the best for all of us.
changes for good is never too late because late is way better than the never.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
this is my best midsem break EVER!!!!
when i write EVER, i really mean EVER!!! seriously, bessssssssss sggttttt.. hm..maybe because i got my chance to go to places that i want to, maybe because i got what i wanted, maybe because i meet with people that i want to meet!
hahah...
serious bessssstttttttttt. i got my new bike kan...so ak kayuh la mane2 tempat ak rs nk gi...hahah
ak rs besst lg sebab ak jumpa blik best fren2 ak time ak skoloh, time kat matrik, and kat u la kan...x ramai pun... dlm 2 3 org je kot..tp for me, jumpa dorang tu dah cukup dah kot... bab for me, the journey i have taken in my way to meet them is what most important..... ak dah x takut dah naek bas sorang2(slaen ngan bas express la...i mean local bus) bab ak thu...dlm bas tu...bukan ak saje wat nak g tepat tu and shockingly, route ke no bus ke... local people memg dah hafal kan...taye je la sape2 wat ade gaya mcm tggu bas tu kan... konfom dorang akan thu bas ape nk gi mane...walau bas wat kita taye tu bukan bus dorang...first2 ak mcm cuak gak la...blh caye ke makcik ni, ckp bas nk g kuala krai, bas no 5....hm.. ak taye pulak pakcik kaunter...hm..dia pun ckp benda same la wei....haha.... bukan skali dua jd wei...byk kali...hahaha...ok la...ak ngalah la kalau hal2 wat psl transport awam ni...tp ak tekad! biarla ak sokmo naek awam nye transport pun, lagi better kot dri duk gantung2 kat orang...
ak prefer lagi, kuar umah, pakai cap, nek basikal, bwk backpack, jalan2 kat area2 umah ak...jauh2 la sikit...kat bandar ke for example...bwk botol, cri klinik gg....hahaha...sronok.... walau ak dpt 3 klinik je...x pe...len kali leh cuba ag...(aceh...gaya ckp mcm ak ade lg cuti panjang je...)
lagi wat bes break ni..........hm..... well... game ak kat ipod, game farm story ngan city story dah ade neighbour....siap dia bg gift lagi..hahaha... dlm tu je la...bes2.. ak enjoy kot maen...ni la orang pggil lagha kan..but actually, zombie cafe lg bes...bab korang leh maen tanpa guna internet pun...so maen je la...kat mane2 korang nk maen. mcm ak, kat stesen bas pun ak bantai maen je...kat marry brown..kat..depan kedai runcit untie chinese time ak tgh tggu driver, ak maen gak.. tp aritu ak malu sgt..ak tgk mat saleh...2 orang la...laki pompuan. then ak pikir, dorang mai cn mesti nk tgk gaya hidup orang cn kan..kalu ak jadi dorang pun ak nk tgk gaya hidup tmpt wat ak g tuh...then ak tgk pakaian ak...bnda ape wat mencerminkan ak ni orang QLate..ak pakai snicker, pegang ipod, SE handphone, pakai jeans, walau bj labuh, tudung labuh pun... dorang mesti kecewa kan.. kalu ak, ak smirk je..ceh! wat penat je mai jauh2 tgk orang2 local pakai bnda wat agak same mcm orang country kita pakai. then sblm tu ag actually..ak dah rs laen..ak duk kat dlm bas, bas jln la kan...then brenti kat 1 2 tempat ambek orang2 wat thn bas...then, msuk la orang bru atas bas tu... sorang msuk, bj kurung..ok.. sorang ag msuk bj kurung ag..k.lagi msuk, bj kurung....er... lagi msuk...baju kurung!ok...that time, ak memg respek ae bdk2 QLATE! walau ak bdk QLATE pun, ak kureng pakai bj kurung...kat asrama la..kalau ak mls pakai T-shirt n x de bj nk pakai. tp bdk Qlate memg superb! ak shopping kat parkson pun, jarang la jumpa bdk2 wat pakai bj slaen bj kurung..bgs la...ak wat dah pakai bj paras lutut pun rs segan wei... bj kurung tu...memang melayu terakhir ade kat KELANTAN la wei...x muka je lawa, adab bdk2 ni pun ok wei..ak tgk rendah diri, ramah, baek lak tu.. aduh...segan la...QLATE memang terbaek la dlm mendidik bdk2 girls baek2 ni..
ok enough about that
hm...smlm first time guna mask...orang suh guna 15 minit je..ak guna 4 jam...tu la...telajak tido sapa kul 4 lebih bru bgn... ptt la mimpi psl trik2 muka,, kupas kulit muka, then behind....hehe...shiny2 skin... adoyai! hampeh nye mimpi... (-.-')
hahah...
serious bessssstttttttttt. i got my new bike kan...so ak kayuh la mane2 tempat ak rs nk gi...hahah
ak rs besst lg sebab ak jumpa blik best fren2 ak time ak skoloh, time kat matrik, and kat u la kan...x ramai pun... dlm 2 3 org je kot..tp for me, jumpa dorang tu dah cukup dah kot... bab for me, the journey i have taken in my way to meet them is what most important..... ak dah x takut dah naek bas sorang2(slaen ngan bas express la...i mean local bus) bab ak thu...dlm bas tu...bukan ak saje wat nak g tepat tu and shockingly, route ke no bus ke... local people memg dah hafal kan...taye je la sape2 wat ade gaya mcm tggu bas tu kan... konfom dorang akan thu bas ape nk gi mane...walau bas wat kita taye tu bukan bus dorang...first2 ak mcm cuak gak la...blh caye ke makcik ni, ckp bas nk g kuala krai, bas no 5....hm.. ak taye pulak pakcik kaunter...hm..dia pun ckp benda same la wei....haha.... bukan skali dua jd wei...byk kali...hahaha...ok la...ak ngalah la kalau hal2 wat psl transport awam ni...tp ak tekad! biarla ak sokmo naek awam nye transport pun, lagi better kot dri duk gantung2 kat orang...
ak prefer lagi, kuar umah, pakai cap, nek basikal, bwk backpack, jalan2 kat area2 umah ak...jauh2 la sikit...kat bandar ke for example...bwk botol, cri klinik gg....hahaha...sronok.... walau ak dpt 3 klinik je...x pe...len kali leh cuba ag...(aceh...gaya ckp mcm ak ade lg cuti panjang je...)
lagi wat bes break ni..........hm..... well... game ak kat ipod, game farm story ngan city story dah ade neighbour....siap dia bg gift lagi..hahaha... dlm tu je la...bes2.. ak enjoy kot maen...ni la orang pggil lagha kan..but actually, zombie cafe lg bes...bab korang leh maen tanpa guna internet pun...so maen je la...kat mane2 korang nk maen. mcm ak, kat stesen bas pun ak bantai maen je...kat marry brown..kat..depan kedai runcit untie chinese time ak tgh tggu driver, ak maen gak.. tp aritu ak malu sgt..ak tgk mat saleh...2 orang la...laki pompuan. then ak pikir, dorang mai cn mesti nk tgk gaya hidup orang cn kan..kalu ak jadi dorang pun ak nk tgk gaya hidup tmpt wat ak g tuh...then ak tgk pakaian ak...bnda ape wat mencerminkan ak ni orang QLate..ak pakai snicker, pegang ipod, SE handphone, pakai jeans, walau bj labuh, tudung labuh pun... dorang mesti kecewa kan.. kalu ak, ak smirk je..ceh! wat penat je mai jauh2 tgk orang2 local pakai bnda wat agak same mcm orang country kita pakai. then sblm tu ag actually..ak dah rs laen..ak duk kat dlm bas, bas jln la kan...then brenti kat 1 2 tempat ambek orang2 wat thn bas...then, msuk la orang bru atas bas tu... sorang msuk, bj kurung..ok.. sorang ag msuk bj kurung ag..k.lagi msuk, bj kurung....er... lagi msuk...baju kurung!ok...that time, ak memg respek ae bdk2 QLATE! walau ak bdk QLATE pun, ak kureng pakai bj kurung...kat asrama la..kalau ak mls pakai T-shirt n x de bj nk pakai. tp bdk Qlate memg superb! ak shopping kat parkson pun, jarang la jumpa bdk2 wat pakai bj slaen bj kurung..bgs la...ak wat dah pakai bj paras lutut pun rs segan wei... bj kurung tu...memang melayu terakhir ade kat KELANTAN la wei...x muka je lawa, adab bdk2 ni pun ok wei..ak tgk rendah diri, ramah, baek lak tu.. aduh...segan la...QLATE memang terbaek la dlm mendidik bdk2 girls baek2 ni..
ok enough about that
hm...smlm first time guna mask...orang suh guna 15 minit je..ak guna 4 jam...tu la...telajak tido sapa kul 4 lebih bru bgn... ptt la mimpi psl trik2 muka,, kupas kulit muka, then behind....hehe...shiny2 skin... adoyai! hampeh nye mimpi... (-.-')
only stick...tp still blh terbang kan....hm...mcm mane tu..???
so manusia..only flesh and blood, tp insyaAllah, kita blh dream high and achieve many things...
row row row your boat
gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily
life is but a dream!
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