i am pondering myself
curing myself
light-cured, self-cured
about several things during these few CRAZY-OUS weeks
seriously....
too much hectic,
the tense is always in the air during the day
but the air will quickly dissolves when the sun sets..
unique, is it?
ok! let's get serious...
i am currently doing my first complete denture on the phantom head
my very first patient..tqvm!
i really don't wanna complain much about this
well, this is the bread and butter of mine in the future, right?
insyaAllah....
but what i really wanna talk about is about the story behind the "haruk pikuk kehidupan itu"
when i do the working and all the hand-skills polishing things
few things that i notice are
the true colours of people are flowing out from every corners, no matters how hard they try to cover those things
i really do not say that the colours are not that nice
some are really nice and beautiful
but some....hm....not so nice that i tried to ignore and stay away from
when we do the works
actually we are simultaneouly practising our everyday-life-skills that we have
as for me, i am not someone that will hold firm my stand to others
enough if only me and HIM and few people know about it
i prefer not to win, if that will make others happy...
but these everyday-life-skills will eventually become our habits
and if the habits is to always take over others
to always look down on people
to always be the dictators one...
as time goes on...
i think we will self-develop into the Julius Caesar,Kim Jong Il,Mussolini...
or perhaps Hitler???
a reminder to me future self and people around me
we are not perfect...
the last perfect on Earth is our Last Prophet, NABI MUHAMMAD SAW
and we are not 100% pure
we are in fact, full of sins and dirt each days..
hence,
let's give this a thought
look around us, we are surrounding by THINGS
not only human,
there's also insects
birds
pencils
water
trees
clothes
air
bla bla bla...
hence, we are not alone
we have to adapt well with these things, these elements
we have to be in homeostatics environment with them!
imagine what will happen if water hate us..?
Water will stay reaaallll away from us
we will be reaaalllly dehydrated
and mind, human can only survive 3 days without water..
hence eventually, with only 3 days... we die....
people are unique in their own ways
each one is wayyy different from the others
hence, let's just be friends with everyone
stop look down on others
we are neither superior nor inferior to them
if they are the types of loves-to-win-in-everything
let them win, so that you can keep your relationship ok
and you are doing good job, you are keeping their heart healthy
athough yours a bit scratchy...it's ok... time heals everything
insyaAllah
stop be loudly comparative
competition is ok
but keep that in yourself only, please
mentioning about that will either psycho other people
or maybe you, yourself become a psycho
due to the answers you receive is a mere nodding
that's why
to estimate your working quality or the progressions
simply do a little, silent observations on others
without them knowing
this is safer, and will keep your heart healthier
insyaAllah
HENCE!!!
let's give these few things a thought, ATHIRAH AZIZ!!!!
it is not a waste to use your brain sometimes...haha
hm!
time to sleep !
Assalamualaikum!
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